Umm... this is kinda embarassing. I don't really know how to explain it without sounding weird. It is sort of like dancing drunk and then thinking about it the next day. Sometimes instead of dancing... I write... and when you look at it the next day you thought, what the hell is this. Sort of like that.

Mostly it was embarassing because it wasn't true. I probably won't be bothered with the explaination if it wasn't for its context. Those in the know might have thought it was real. In reality it was just one of those lame attempts to imagine emotions that could come from a real event type thing. It wasn't meant to be saved nor published, I was just.. typing. I wasn't even mad. Like how ppl mindlessly scribble when they are on phone call that never ends? Like that.

That's all I can say. I hope that clear things up. Also, don't worry,I don't have a drinking problem. If you do suspect so from reading these, it is because I tend to stay up and drink water before I go to bed, if I've been out having drinks. And I tend to write during those times... you see where this is going? I know you do. So we are cool? Yes? I hope so.