Ever get so tired that thoughts just run around in circles in your head? You keep thinking about something and then losing it the next second. Then remembering it again but loses it at the exact same stage you lost it before so you never go anywhere. Basically you can't keep a coherent thought for more than 2 seconds.

Sometimes I act that out in the supermarket. Pre-dinner shopping after pulling an all-nighter. Terrible idea but my brain is usually too tired to recognize that. So I ended up circling the aisles, because each time I turn a corner I can't remember what I wanted to buy. Or I get distracted, thought of something else before I got to the item and walked away. Usually by then I can't make decisions very well either, everything seems appealing and unnecessary at the same time. An hour later I walk out with 4 bananas - that's my weekly consumption of bananas, only thing I know is right.

And then there are all the random thoughts. I walked by the convenient store last week under such zombie like conditions and suddenly decided I will buy a lottery ticket. The owner gave me a weird look when I asked if they sell them, coz the lottery stand was right next to me. Took me forever to read+understand the instructions. When I went up to the teller he was sufficiently suspicious that he asked for my ID. I didn't understand why so I blinked. He asked again. So I handed him the dollar bill. We stared at each other for a few more seconds. Finally I realized it's the same rule as the liquor store - you can't buy if you are below 18. I am not... although I seem to be the only person who knows that.

I need to sleep, like, pronto. I was thinking about that right before I started typing. I am rather certain that I write better drunk than sleep deprived. I think that was why I started. Alright, bed time. (You get how it works now?)